Letter to my sex addict
Listen, I'm not going to take this lightly to you, I've seen how you have infected this life, 9 years, maybe more.
I am not weak, And I see what you try to do, you pull love away from me. You try to make me feel insecure, like nobody loves me and that I have lost my future. I feel robbed, like you steal joy, life, and love from every inch of my spirit.
As I grow closer to God I fall away from you, one day you will exist in my mind, actions, or plans.
We are two different people. I don't want you, I never will, Period.
One day, I will laugh that I even took you as a threat.
Letter from my sex addict
Go ahead, your life is but a breathe, and I will cause you to fall into this addiction sooner and faster, because, well that's what I am good at.
I have every odd against you, physically, mentally and emotionally.
I know the guilt kills you, it works great I think. Makes you feel like putting your M4 to your head.
Oh I love the shame I make you feel on yourself all day, you're so depressed and gray. Ah my job is fun..
What would your faithful girlfriend think about you?
Your friends? Family? I know you, self conscience to what others think about you so you try to hid it, you think,"I don't want to be judged."
You spend hours sinning and don't realize it.
Your in the middle of nowhere, no friends to relate with you, and what makes it worse is you've tried! Still no one understands, you must be different, that one mistake out of a million.